What I did for my 2014

1/02/2015

Hi, I know it's quite late for me to publish this post because January of 2015 is ongoing now.
But it isn't too late, I would like to share out what I did on 2014 for you and I want to achieve a higher level and do better on 2015.
Well, till now I still cannot believe that the time pass so fast, and I'm getting 19 this year. Just one more year, I am going to wear the 20+ ages name and farewell to my 10+ youth.

Yo dear readers, here you go.

PLKN

Well, maybe most of you will think that PLKN is shxt for you right. You don't even accept it when your result came out this word, "TAHNIAH". I'm one of the person who thought this also at the first time I get this word. I'm confusing of going or not. I'm planning to change batch if I didn't get into the first batch. The day when we check where we going, my result is negative, means that I'll get 2nd batch or 3rd batch. I strongly thought that I can change the batch and change the place by straightly report myself to the camp, and I does it so. Unfortunately, I didn't get approve because the staff said that since this year, it is a difficult things for us to change batch and camp. I'm disappointed, and I decide not to go to PLKN again and straightly go for uni. But that day, my dad receive a call say someone can help me to apply in KL. I'm happy. A few days later, I got to go into the National Service and yeah, I get to know new friends!

I experienced lots of "MY FIRST TIME" in the camp,

My first time wearing a tudung; my first time carrying a "tongkat"; my first time sing and dance patriotic songs every night; my first time learning different style of Malay from Malay friends; my first time wake up everyday at 6.00 and run; my first time went to Teluk Batik for clean up purposes; my first time sleep without air-cond for 3 month; my first time experienced flood; and not to forget the must of the camp!- My first time carry a M-16 for shooting.

Hey juniors, I want to tell you. Don't feel sad or disappointed when you been chosen. Enjoy it! It will be fun :)

And yeah... this is me with full loreng.

Kem PLKN Teluk Rubiah Kumpulan 1 Siri 11/14.

First Ride

Yeah, getting a car license is a must. I get my car license this year!

I remember I was very scare when I drive, but after days of training, my skils get better. Haha

My bud with me that day when our car test.

Luckily I have my companion, and we get our car license on the same day! CHUKAHAE! ♥

Anddd here, my first time taking my friends. #STUPID

Of course ! Now my skills is like the rider. Stable and fast like shxt. call me 车神! haha.

UNI LIFE

Hmmm, okay. Since long long time ago, I get interested in Mass Comm. My interest maybe could be just a passing fad, but I don't know why, I am resolutely chose this course to be my future target. At first, I chose Halo Music Academy, and I paid the registration fees. But when I in PLKN, my mind suddenly came out that I cannot take my future like that, I need to think properly (God speaking to me). I think and think, after I came out from PLKN. I do a lot of research on this course and I found KDU. But I still scare, I tell people that I'm confusing to change. People told me, pass is past, what you think really good to you, just do it. I told my dad that I'm thinking of KDU, he search this uni college online and on the second day, there's an open day event, he brought me from Sitiawan to KL, and..... I enroll myself.

I was scare. I scare that I'll be an inactive and quiet person in campus. I can tell you the truth, at the first few month, I was hard to adapt myself into the brand new environment, everything seems bad and strange to me. I was unsociable, just have few of friends, and don't even have a real friend who can talk to me. Those time is the most suffering time for me, I keep missing home (I don't even cry because I leave home when National Service, but when I stay there, I cried). Every weekend, I need to find a place to go to make myself escape from loneliness.

But after that! God listened to my prayer, He gives me a lot of friends and make us gathered as one group and we chat everything! My character changed also. All of us having a gang name and we named it as AMK. Why AMK??? YEA I DON'T KNOW WHY WE TAKE THIS AS OUR GROUP NAME. AMK is actually takes from a Singapore place called Ang Mo Kio. This place is one of our Singaporean friend who stay there. One day, we decided to go to Singapore and we change our group name to ANG MO KIO ONE DAY TRIP. That's it, the born of AMK. You can search US from Instagram by hashtag #AMK18. haha

Started with few members.

Getting bigger.

And bigger.

Us- Singapore Trip

And yeah, this is our latest group photos.

We take pictures everywhere and we have our "KDU T-SHIRT DAY". Our promise is... take picture after every presentation and end of the exam. HAHA!

We lepak at one utama // tcm // the curve once we don't have class for 2-4 hours.

AND we watch horror movie in library also! haha

HAPPINESS CAMP

At first, I register myself as a crew in this camp to take co-curricular marks. But after that I realize that I cannot join the crew for marks, I does something. My mind changed. I found that everyone have their own perception and ideas of happiness. Different people live different lifestyle, I get to know more about people and learned how to be a leader to lead people and not to mislead my team. At the beginning, although there is something happen, game master didn't plan the game properly and our group is the only group that didn't get the hint to complete our mission, but I saw my group member didn't give up and they persist to complete the task given.

In this camp, I also learned that we can overcome our fear. Second day of the camp, we went to a refugee school, and we had games there. There is one session that including my fear- BALLOON. I reject this game, and the girl I in-charge was very scare too. But I take out my courage to encourage her to accept the challenge, and I tell myself, I have to do it.

Group photo at refugee school.

My team! OriCina.

Love their smile :)

Group photo! - #AMK18

Group photo!

CHEER

The never regret part in my college life is joining cheer. I don't know why, I just follow my friend to join cheer. From 0 knowledge, 0 basic, 0 interest. I learn from cheer that understanding and cooperation within base, backspot and flyer is important. At first, I was no passion with it, but through a period of time, I found something interesting, this passion came from the time when my friend ask me out to watch CA competition. I tell myself, I need to be like them one day in the future.

I learned cartwheel- One of my fear.

Single base but cacat.

AND FLIP ! *JUST IN JUMPSTREET* HAHA

One of my friend keep asking me to join a cheerteam outside, and I'm considering. MAYBE LAAAAA. ****

SHOOTING

I also joined some shooting for helping senior to complete their assignment. The first shooting was in Taylor Lakeside Campus.

AND YOU CAN WATCH THE VIDEO HERE. (UNMASK)

KIM JONG KOOK

For the first time, my very first time, meet someone I admire, I love, I crazy for face-to-face.

The person is ----- SPARTA KOOK.

Until now, I still cannot believe I met him before. I won't forget the feeling. I love you <3 p="">

ARISE AND BUILD

Arise and build is a season that our church want to raise money to build God house. In this season, many things may happen, demon will try to deprive your faith to God. I'm the one of the victim of demon. In that arise and build week, I involve in two accident, not involve in car. I was thinking why am I so careless, and my cg member told me that not only me, many of the church member experience the same things as me. I pledged, I pray to God, ask Him how much should I give to build the house of God, to build faith, to build love. and I give. This is a big challenge to me, because we don't know what will happen on the next second. But the only thing is, our trust in God will never change His love to us.

Till then,

xoxoMadeleine

Journey X Lin

What I did for my 2014